A year and a half was the time of my loneliness, I cried for almost thirty minutes an hour, 3 hours a day but I ended up on nothing. Once I started to cry my heart was like a candle melting and continuously vanishing every now and then.
But I realized it was just a pathetic form of mine and had nothing to do with it, until one day I finally came to a point on ending up my life instantly. Such nonsense idea was very common which would just resulted into big and unforgivable sin.
Then, I had finally came to not to do it and forget about it, but my heart kept telling me to end that freaking situation.
Until my best friend told me that I have chance and must have to moved on for me to recover such kind of pain and disgrace, I followed his advice and refreshing it all, then I finally came up to a healthy and strong will of mine.
I was just thinking that girls are so numbed because they did not noticed how I really cared for them, the one thing that I managed to handle is the pain. I ended it up in the way of having fun of reading books and playing computer all day. That is my way of healing my heartbreak after a break up and putting commitment aside.
Presently, I manage any relationship type and having that attitude of not loving to much and set a break up if possible to a girl that will hurt me again in the future.
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